Showing posts with label sorrow. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sorrow. Show all posts

May 30, 2012

Good and bad news...

This updating is about the father of our brother Misha and director of BOM.

We have for you good and bad news.
Good news, that prayers can do miracles. It indeed, our dear friends. Thank many your prayers the father of our brother Misha, is still alive.
This is real miracle. Thank God! Neither doctors, nor friends, nobody can believe in it that he is still alive! Each time our pastor Misha goes on funeral to the father and each time he stand up on feet and he become better. At this time he started to eat and he started to stand up on feet too.

And bad news. He has a sick heart and as the result other illness joined. It seems that he has the hypoxia. Also he had a stroke.When his son arrived to him, his father raved and didn't understand that occurs, forgot names sometimes, behaved as the child. Therefore to his son Misha, it is necessary to look after him, to comb, feed, shave, dress, to wash etc.and stayed longer time there.

Here what brother Misha says:
"I understand that not for long remained, though doctors say that such senile status can be prolonged still any time. 
Now he in such status that for me it become by pain to look at him, such helpless. Such to worry is very difficult, day after day, day after day.... And it passes day after day...; I shave him, I feed, I take him out under a hand on a yard (is very weakly), I dress, I sit with him at nights. Today had cut nails to him and nearly didn`t cry... After all I remember that once in the childhood he cut to me nails, and now I do to him, because he is unable. And sometimes I simply hug and say - "Father, I very much love you", and he is silent, probably, already understanding nothing about what I speak.So painfully that I nearby, and he doesn't feel joy from my presence, as earlier. It is difficult to tell and show the love, and it is so heavy to transfer it when your important words and your feelings to dear person are known only to you, and he doesn't know it, or - simply doesn't understand.

It`s heavy to look at him, but I love him, and he very much is dear to me. Difficult that this love isn't mutual, and is one way, with no strings attached .
I love him, even if he doesn't understand it, or nearly doesn't understand. I understood, though, likely and not up to the end how we are beloved by the Christ. I understood more that the love to my father became even more strongly not is dependent on any consequences in his life.
Though I am and in bitterness, but partly enjoy his presence... and probably in his last days..."


  Our hearts are broken with bro.Misha and it hurts.It`s so heavy to carry this burden...

He is so deeply grateful for all your many prayers, e-mails and support!It gives him strength and peace in heart, even it`s hurts. It helps him to carry this burden and see love of Jesus, through your great Christian love and care.He so much appreciates it.Many thanks, sweet Friends.

Dear our beloved brothers and siters in Christ, Dear Church of Christ, we ask you to continue to pray for brother Misha and his father, cover them in many your prayers, God give them peace, comfort and provide all their needs they have.Please, pray God will do His will in their both lives, what He wants...We know God will do what is the best even it`s heavy and you do not understand.Please, pray...Thanks a lot!God bless you!


May 11, 2012

Please, pray...

   Our dear Friends, brothers and sisters in Christ, with the broken heart we ask you to pray for the father of our pastor Misha and director of BОМ. He is dying. Three months ago the Lord made a real miracle! We asked you to pray. The Lord heard many your prayers and prolonged life not only to the father of brother Misha, but also saved one of his relatives.We told you how the Lord answered on prayer (in the end of the post) and blessed brother Misha this very day that he could visit his beloved father.Nobody expected and didn't think at all that he will live still!

   But hard days came again... Tears, a grief, the broken heart, sorrow, pain, loss... It is so heavy to leave those whom you love and who is so dear to your heart. It`s so heavy to say goodbye to those you love so much...It`s breaks heart, there simply no words, eyes are full with tears...

   The father of our pastor and brother Misha doesn't stand up, doesn't eat, breathes by means of an oxygen mask. Doctors don't want him to admit to hospital, they speak that is useless, because some parts of  body already die off and his time came to leave life...

  The heavy for us that now we need to visit graduates, we have two more orphanages. The heart is simply tears asunder...Every day is dear for us not to miss graduating children. Otherwise we won't see them then...

  Please pray that we could meet graduates of two more orphanages and say goodbye to them also. That the Lord would solve everything and helped with it.

  We ask you to pray for brother Misha, cover him in many your prayers, God give him peace and comfort.Please, pray God will send enough for brother Misha to say goodbye to his father and by his own hand to close his eyes.Our pastor have no idea where to find finances to get there and back, he has no one kopecks...Please, pray God will provide...Only God can do a miracle.

Thank you so much for your great love, many prayers and support, sweet friends.We know God hears your prayers and He will do what is the best.Thank you for your Christian love and kindness!We love you all!




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